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Journal entry, Day 4, (March 5, 2023)

daily songs Mar 05, 2023
 
You can listen to the songs from days 1-3, March 2-4, below. 
Three days into the "song every day" challenge. Starting to see how more may have been bitten off than can be chewed. Punny.
 
Seriously though, I do feel like I'm losing my mind.
 
That's dramatic. Everything's fine.
 
Both my parents are alive. My brothers both have meaningful relationships with people they love. And I got paid $1,000 for a beat the other day (here's a free course I'm making on how to sell beats - it's dope).
 
Don't be dramatic. Things are fine.
 
But I wish my parents were together. I wish I was closer to my brothers. And damn it, why can't I get $10,000 per beat like ATL Jacob.
 
I want more.
 
We all want more.
 
You tell me you're different, all I see is another liar.
 
Another human who thinks they'd do a a better job as God.
 
It's stupid.
 
We're stupid.
 
But we love it.
 
I love you.
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